After the nastiest heartbreak this 2008.
I lost heart of falling.
U know how scary it
is sometimes when you think
there might be
someone out there worthy of reciprocity.
But then, you’re
already fed-up and desiccated of that romantic feeling you have in you.
There’s just nothing
I lost that self
regard of being loved.
Even the thought of
courtship, anniversaries, marriage, kids and future plans are so vile
That for now..
Enough is enough.
I cease to believe in love.
And that romantic feeling? It died with it.
“I deserve to
be happy”. but u see, i ran out of needles
and threads to stitch up this wounded heart.
But as long as i live my life with this notion that “I don’t believe in love”.
I know that somehow, there is that one guy out there who would make me believe otherwise.
Just,- not now..