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Unromantic                 

 

 After the nastiest heartbreak this 2008.
I lost heart of falling.

U know how scary it
is sometimes when you think

there might be
someone out there worthy of reciprocity.

But then, you’re
already fed-up and desiccated of that romantic feeling you have in you.

 

There’s just nothing
left anymore.

I lost that self
regard of being loved.

 

Even the thought of
courtship, anniversaries, marriage, kids and future plans are so vile

That for now..
Enough is enough.

I cease to believe in love.

And that romantic feeling? It died with it.

 

“I deserve to
be happy”. but u see, i ran out of needles

and threads to stitch up this wounded heart.

 

But as long as i live my life with this notion that “I don’t believe in love”.

I know that somehow, there is that one guy out there who would make me believe otherwise.

Just,- not now..

 

 


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4 thoughts on “

    forgetpanda said:
    June 18, 2008 at 6:41 am

    Theres ups and downs all the time =X. Its like the rain , the sun eventually shines through and the day brightens back up!

    dkaie said:
    June 19, 2008 at 7:31 am

    Yah i know.. but, sometimes its good to just lay-back and smell the flowers along the way.. co’z a lot of times we’re too caught up with the moments that we forget to take notice of the little things around us..— little things that matter,. =X

    aaronmcnees said:
    July 30, 2008 at 10:02 pm

    love is never on time. as a matter of fact, i’m pretty sure it doesn’t even own a watch.

    dkaie said:
    August 14, 2010 at 12:08 am

    Thank you for that.. until now.. still waiting for the right time. and the right guy. 🙂

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