… I’ve shed a million tears
… found comforts on my sheets and pillows
… a mug of coffee after steaming hot baths
.. friends, suitors, and family
.. lost a friend, gained a million
.. he was here then, and now gone
.. i trusted him once, maybe never again..
– charming and sweet
– he was the dearest friend..
– laid beside him, felt nothing but his heart beating
– too damn preoccupied
– I was weak and sentimental
– I cried .. his touch were soothing
– i realized ..
– then was then… now is Him.
In the shadows is where my heart used to dwell.
But those chains have been released from my wrists.
I can finally feel again, there’s no longer any sorrow inside.
I can finally fly, I can see and heal, I’m free.
So tell me, what secrets do you keep locked deep inside?
I want to help you, hold you, I want you and me now.
Your presence set me free, I want to do the same for you.
I’ll be your epitome of perfection, just give me a chance.
I love your mysterious ways and I’m craving this again.
I’m craving your touch, your presence, your warmth around me.
I can’t explain it, this is what you do to me, deal with it.
Your chaotic beauty gets to me, but people disagree and call me crazy.
Maybe they’re right, sometimes
I think it’s crazy to feel this way about you.
But, this is it now. What we have..
Well I can be the one to hold you tight
but release you when you ask to be free,
same goes with me.
I just don’t want to drag this on if there’s really no chance.
All I want is to pull out the best in you, if you’ll let me.
I’ve learned to love you, but sometimes the one you fall for isn’t ready .
I’m not ready, never was.
But with every piece of my dying broken heart, I hope you can catch me.
Because I’ll always be waiting here with open arms, waiting for you to be.